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[29 Sep 2008|01:38pm] |
I don't know if I'm just having a bad day or if I'm just feeling down because coming back from ACL and seeing all my old friends is making me feel a loss. But ever since I came back to A&M at the beginning of the semester I've been feeling a lot of negative feelings, I think I need to stop being so overly passionate about little things so when they do go to the shiter it won't hit me as hard. It seems like every thing around me is falling apart. From the 2 exams I've gotten back I failed them pretty bad, now I don't want to blame other people for my problems but they were both on the same day and in Accounting we have group project hat we have been working on till mid-night every night and not making any real progress so I really had little to no time to study. I feel fairly confident I did alright on my History of Rock exam and on my paper for English, though I won't know for sure about the history of rock exam for another 2 weeks, but it's going to be real hard to recover from those other 2. (WARNING: I FEEL REAL DUMB WRITING THIS NEXT PART BUT I NEED TO GET IT OUT) Also, seeing all the couples at ACL dancing and swaying together made me feel really alone, I know I have a lot of friends and family who love me very much, but I miss that feeling have having some one who completes me, I know there is probably the most amazing person out there for me but I'm getting real tired of waiting, and maybe that's what I'm doing wrong, waiting, maybe I need to get out there and start actively looking(There now you can return from puking from the extremely EMO overtones). I'll post pictures from ACL when I'm not feel so glum.
EDIT: This past few weeks have been really hectic so maybe by Thursday when I have nothing due for a while and the pressure is off I'll be a little less stressed out.
EDIT: After I posted this i started feeling a lot better. I guess i just needed to vent. I think we've got the project donebut i'm still worried about those 2 classes.
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[28 Aug 2008|06:50pm] |
god i love stumbleupon!
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[07 May 2007|09:34am] |
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Prom Pictures are on my Photobucket
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[02 Jan 2007|08:28am] |
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World Of Warcaft servers have only been down for 30 minutes and i don't know what I'm going to do!!!!1
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[25 Dec 2006|10:53pm] |
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I just had to register for the draft.
FUCKS.
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[18 Dec 2006|02:55pm] |
So I just talked to Vicky and we are officially no longer an item.
I think that this is for the best for the both of us.
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| My Search Has Finally Come To A Complete... Or Has It? (also seen on Myspace) |
[19 Nov 2006|02:10am] |
I was waling down 7th street in downtown and what did I Find?
Yes, A Doner Kebab stand!!!!!
Ever since I got back from Germany I've been searching for somewhere that serves Doner or a close substitute, and now I have.
I asked what times they where open and they said Thursday - Saturday from 9pm- 3am so I won't be able to satisfy my Doner cravings all the time.
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| For those who Knew Smokey |
[28 Oct 2006|08:58pm] |
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My cat Smokey died at around 7:30pm on the way to the Animal Emergency Center. Some jackass was speeding up my street and hit him and drove off. I'm not feeling well enough to write any more at the moment.
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| Many Where Lost |
[09 Oct 2006|07:48am] |
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I've been engaging in battle with a possum in my garage for the past few weeks and on this night the war is finally over. I have capture my foe and am waiting for judgment on my POW from my parents in the morning.
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[28 Sep 2006|01:53pm] |
So the power at Stony Point went out and we all got to leave school early...
...awesome
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[20 Sep 2006|09:13pm] |
NEW LAYOUT!!!
...finally
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[02 Aug 2006|06:52pm] |
Do to popular demand I am making this a votable entry please view all the pictures and comment with the number of your favorite.
( Senior Pictures )
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[31 Jul 2006|04:46pm] |
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So my dad gave me his truck today. I was a little hesitant about it at first because its a manual and I haven't driven to many manual cars. But I drove it around and I can make it work. Plus he says he'll put a sound system in it so that will be really cool.
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[13 Jul 2006|04:20pm] |
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So my family came to Germany yesterday. I don't quite know how these next two weeks of touring Europe are going to be like. So far today has been total shit. I didn't wake up in time to see the rest of my group off, I only got to see Vicky for like 2 minutes and when showing around the family they acted like tourist. I know that probably came out wrong so family I'm sorry in advance but it had to be said. But thank you mom for being so understanding about my feelings.
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